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11 September 2008 @ 10:30 am
Tobey died while i was sleeping, i woke up at 4 am and found him floating there. I shouldn'tve changed the water without looking up how.

Dorm room's going to be much lonelier now.

On another note, it's my grandma's birthday.
Current Mood: sadsad
09 June 2008 @ 06:38 pm

Sunday morning I was awoken by news that my cat's (kori) eye had been injured and that she was not doing ok.  I went to look at her and her eye looked seriously fucked up. I was really troubled by this. I then called Alexis to see what she was up to and I caught word that our freind Lora and her boyfreind, Luke had broken up. I didn't do much that day, I just reflected on what happened and how unfair it all seemed. Today I took my sister (Katie) and her husband (David) to the airport for their trip to Florida. I really liked seeing them, it had been a really long time and I missed her. I gave David his birthday presents and it seemed like he was really into them, and that brightened things up. Then I went to NC State Campus to meet with the advisor and get my schedule straightened out. I have a good selection of courses and it looks like next school year's classes will be interesting at least. Sandra (my stepmom) called and asked about making an appointment to get Kori looked at I totally agreed that it was a good idea. So i took her to a Vet in Apex, they looked at her for no charge and sent me to an Animal Eyecare specialist off of Tryon. Here I handed off my cat and sat and tried to read things to get my mind of things, hours went by and I didn't feel better. I was then told that a 1000 dollar eye surgery to suture her cornia was recommended. I know nobody can afford this so it's not happening, no matter how much I wish it could. The other option was medicine which I opted for and spent 140 on. Then I drove home and broke down in the car, everything kind of hit me at once. I probably shouldn't be so troubled about my cat but I feel like she's dying or even that she already is dead. She will probably just go blind in that eye but I allready feel like I've lost one of my favorite living things.

I should cheer up and try to register for courses but I don't feel like doing anything right now.

Current Location: my room
Current Mood: depresseddepressed
Current Music: Between the Bars
24 May 2008 @ 12:43 pm
I'm supposed to go to florida next week to visit family and work for them but i don't want to be gone all week. FUnkcing iaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa but i want to see my aunt and make sure she's ok and do whatever i can. I already said i'd go but i don't want to see uncle Ted he's super hard to talk to and so is my other aunt collette. Damnit why couldn't think of an excuse to get out of going for the full 5 days.

Any ideas for good excuses (besides breaking a arm/leg or feigning sickness)?
Current Mood: annoyedannoyed
10 October 2007 @ 04:36 pm
Today was very odd to me.

Army people visited Wake Tech and I asked about where to sign up for the draft. I went to my English class 30 minutes early, and sat outside and waited. A man wearing dark sunglasses and using what I thought was a walking stick walked through the hallway door.
"I've been meaning to talk to you for quite awhile now," he said
    "about what?" I asked
"I've been listening to the radio and they say that all the redheads will be dead within 60 years", he said
    "so i've heard, but that's just a statistic"
"Let's hope so" he said
Then he lent over to sip out of the water fountain right next to me.

Does anybody else think this is really weird? I thought that guy was blind, how did he know i have red hair?
Am I going to die soon?
Current Location: bed
Current Mood: worriedworried
21 July 2007 @ 10:52 pm
I don't know what to do, I keep messing up the nice things people give to me. I got my Passat back from my mom like a month ago and already I've hit someone in a parking lot, got a speeding ticket, and hit a dear and fucked up the look of the car. I'm afraid of driving it anymore, I don't want anything else horrible happen to it because of me. I'm really worried about what will happen, I know my mom will be disappointed that this happened, I doubt insurance covers something like this but i can only hope.

At least no one was hurt.
Current Mood: worriedworried
21 June 2007 @ 12:48 am
Today i got back from Myrtle Beach, it was a good trip overall. and this Friday its time for the mountains. This week is the most trips I'll probably take this summer, save for one more trip up north. Today my dad kept calling me from this Rush concert and i couldn't hear a damn word he was saying. Hopefully he said "you don't have to work tomorrow". But since i didn't hear him I'll be home at 7am tomorrow, bright and early to cut trees and make some money :/

Thus is the case for the rest of the summer
Current Location: Alexis's house
Current Mood: sleepysleepy
30 May 2007 @ 10:11 pm
Works been really exausting so far, it might take some getting used to. If i can't do that then i'll just have to quit.

I'm thinking about getting my hair cut to about half of the length it is now, but I'm open to suggestion (except shaving it off because that's not happening).

I'm still trying to convince Alexis to make a band with me about a year after she asked me to make a band with her. I should've said yes then instead of talking about how far away i lived.

That's what's new with Philip,

*and a new user icon*
Current Location: Home
Current Mood: lovedloved
Current Music: Sexy Boy - Air
21 May 2007 @ 09:32 pm
Today was my first day without a car in quite awhile. I'm annoyed that I don't have it and the reason I don't have it just makes it even worse. My body aches and itches, but there are only 4 days of school left. It's really exciting because i know the first week i don't have school will be spent working. I'm looking forward to yardsaling this saturday more than school being over, I kind of dread it to be honest. Most people act like they hate high school , but i'm just so used to it that i'm afraid of leaving it. I sweat for no reason and it makes me cold in air conditioning, and i would dress with this in mind if i never had to go outside, but  i'd never leave the house if I did that.

At least I get my car back in 2 days.
Current Location: home
Current Mood: contemplativecontemplative
Current Music: Pinback-grey machine
16 May 2007 @ 03:17 pm
I'm feeling really tired, i didn't sleep well last night. I remeber looking at the clock at 4am and wondering why i couldn't sleep. When i'm done i'll probably work on the laundry and my project. I don't know what else to do, i'm waiting for someone to call me back, and i hope they do.
Current Mood: sleepysleepy
06 May 2007 @ 10:52 pm
The new Rosebuds CD is ruling my ears right now and has been for the last two days.
Thanks goes out to Alexis for getting it for me when I didn't even know they had a new album.

Everythings going well, and I'm getting excited for prom.

But today my Gamecube erased its memory card because it was being a jerk.

Fortunatly it didn't bother me very much because I've got better things to think about.
Current Location: home
Current Mood: happyhappy
Current Music: I Bettter Run - The Rosebuds