Sunday morning I was awoken by news that my cat's (kori) eye had been injured and that she was not doing ok.  I went to look at her and her eye looked seriously fucked up. I was really troubled by this. I then called Alexis to see what she was up to and I caught word that our freind Lora and her boyfreind, Luke had broken up. I didn't do much that day, I just reflected on what happened and how unfair it all seemed. Today I took my sister (Katie) and her husband (David) to the airport for their trip to Florida. I really liked seeing them, it had been a really long time and I missed her. I gave David his birthday presents and it seemed like he was really into them, and that brightened things up. Then I went to NC State Campus to meet with the advisor and get my schedule straightened out. I have a good selection of courses and it looks like next school year's classes will be interesting at least. Sandra (my stepmom) called and asked about making an appointment to get Kori looked at I totally agreed that it was a good idea. So i took her to a Vet in Apex, they looked at her for no charge and sent me to an Animal Eyecare specialist off of Tryon. Here I handed off my cat and sat and tried to read things to get my mind of things, hours went by and I didn't feel better. I was then told that a 1000 dollar eye surgery to suture her cornia was recommended. I know nobody can afford this so it's not happening, no matter how much I wish it could. The other option was medicine which I opted for and spent 140 on. Then I drove home and broke down in the car, everything kind of hit me at once. I probably shouldn't be so troubled about my cat but I feel like she's dying or even that she already is dead. She will probably just go blind in that eye but I allready feel like I've lost one of my favorite living things.

I should cheer up and try to register for courses but I don't feel like doing anything right now.